Do you know what my problem is ? -,-

I love you

I love your name

I love the way you look at me

I love your gorgeous smile

I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood

THAT`S MY PROBLEM !

Fyqa XOXO

16/11/2011 ; 4:47 PM

Be positive :)

Keep you thoughts positive because your thoughts become your words.

Keep you words positive because your words become your behavior.

Keep your behavior positive because you behavior become your habits.

Keep your habits positive because your habits become your values.

Keep your values positive because your values become your destiny :)

Fyqa XOXO

16/11/2011 ; 3:26 AM

The best things in life

Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about me :)


Waking up and realizing I still have a few hours to sleep -,- zzzz


Making new friends and spending time with the old ones :D


Singing in the bathroom #Lalalalaaa


Sweet Dreams -__-


Hot Chocolate :P


Holding hands with someone I care about ♥

Fyqa XOXO

16/11/2011 ; 2:54 AM

I asked ... Allah (swt) gave me :-

I asked for Strength
And Allah (swt) gave me Difficulties to make me strong

I asked for Wisdom
And Allah (swt) gave me Problems to solve

I asked for Prosperity
And Allah (swt) gave me the Brain and Brawn to work

I asked for Courage
And Allah (swt) gave me Danger to overcome

I asked for Love
And Allah (swt) gave me Troubled people to help

I asked for Favours
And Allah (swt) gave me Opportunities

I received nothing I wanted
But I received everything I needed


So blessed be Allah, the best of Creators.

Fyqa XOXO

7/11/2011 ; 3:22 PM

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha :)

Quote from a girl :)

♥ Dengan mengeluarkan kata-kata agama, tidak semestinya aku seorang ustazah

♥ Labuhnya tudungku, tidak semestinya aku seorang yang alim

♥ Dengan menasihati orang lain, tidak pula bermaksud aku ini adalah orang yang sebaik-baiknya


♥ Aku cuma insan biasa yang mempunyai keinginan seperti kamu

♥ Cuma aku berkongsi apa yang aku pelajari dan apa yg aku tahu

♥ Dan mengingati diri sendiri supaya menjadi lebih baik.. ^_^
from Islam- The way of Life

Fyqa XOXO

29/10/2011 ; 9:11 PM

Bila Perempuan Menangis

Pernahkan anda tertanya-tanya kenapa seorang perempuan menangis hanya kerana seorang lelaki? Mungkin sebab anda sudah terbiasa dengan auta bahawa perempuan memang suka menangis...

Seorang perempuan takkan menangis dengan mudah, tetapi hanya apabila dia mula menyintai anda, dia mula merendahkan egonya untuk anda semata-mata kerana anda.

... ...

Apabila dia menangis di hadapan anda,

Apabila dia menangis kerana anda,

Pandanglah matanya,

Bolehkan anda rasakan apa yang dia rasa?

Pernahkah anda CUBA untuk memahami apa yang dia rasa?

Fikirkan…

Berbaloikah dia menangis,

Dihadapan anda,

Hanya kerana anda?

Dia menangis bukan kerana dia lemah,

Dia menangis bukan kerana dia kasihan atau simpati,

Dia menangis,

Kerana dia tidak lagi mampu untuk menangis didalam hati,

Kesedihan yang dirasainya menjadi semakin berat untuk disimpan.

Guys,

Cuba ambil masa untuk berfikir,

Jika si dia menangis hanya kerana anda,

Mungkin sudah tiba masanya anda fikir kembali di mana silap anda,

Kerana hanya anda tahu jawapannya.

Fikirkan,

Kerana suatu hari nanti,

Ianya mungkin terlalu lambat untuk menyesal,

Atau terlalu lambat untuk mengucapkan “maafkan saya…”

Guys, kalau seorang perempuan menangis kerana anda, janganlah anda membiarkan dia menangis keseorangan. Beradalah disisi dia, menemani dia, kerana dialah yang akan setia dengan anda sehingga akhir hayat anda.

Guys, kalau seorang perempuan menangis kerana anda, janganlah anda meninggalkan dia selagi dia masih memerlukan anda. Kerana anda akan merosakkan hidup dia.

Guys, jangan pernah mengungkapkan rasa cinta anda kepada seorang perempuan selagi anda belum benar-benar yakin dan sedia untuk bercinta. Kerana anda hanya akan membuatkan si dia menangis dan sengsara...Mudah bagi seorang perempuan untuk berpura-pura melupakan cinta lamanya terutama cinta pertama, tetapi bukan mudah untuk membuang parut dalam jiwanya...

Fyqa XOXO

29/10/2011 ; 9:02 PM

Bestfriend..

Throughout your life you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and never get bored, you could tell them things and they wont judge you. This person is your soulmate, your bestfriend. Don`t ever let them go!

Fyqa XOXO

1/10/2011 : 10:22 PM

I`m ...

I`m not scared of the dark, I scared of what`s in it.
I`m not afraid of heights, I`m afraid of pain of falling.
I`m not afraid of people around me, I just afraid of rejection.
I`m not afraid of love, I just afraid of not being loved back.
And I`m not afraid to try again, I just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

Fyqa XOXO

7/8/2011 ; 1:00 AM

Love?

Love is a rock.
It is bold.
It is deep.
It us complicated and it is simple.
It can be strong and it can be weak.
I t is everything and it is nothing.
It can be destructive and it can be peaceful.
It is ugly and its is beutiful.
It is the BIGGES oxymoron that ever existed.

Fyqa XOXO

7/8/2011 ; 12:15 AM

Life

LIFE .
YES it get`s hard sometimes .
YES sometimes u wish u weren't alive .
YES you have these things called mental breakdowns .
YES living is tough .
But please, for the love of God.
Don't complain about it.
Your not the only one.
Everyone is going through the same thing as you.


SO QUITE WHINING AND START LIVING.

Fyqa XOXO

6/8/2011 ; 01:25 AM

Sorry -_-

I`M SORRY.
Sometimes, I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it's my insecutities acting up. Because I know I'm not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and ecxiting. But, I do know that no matter how hard and long you look. You'll never find somebody that likes you like I do.

Fyqa XOXO

4/8/2011 ; 10:30 PM

Boys become men when they :

-. Follow you when you walk out.
- Call you backwhen you hang up.
- Tolerate your crying over love stories
- Hand you the remote control.
- Says "I`m sorry" and tells you he needs you.

Fyqa XOXO

30/7/2011 ; 2:15 AM

Thing`s guys shouldn`t do

1. Cheating

Do the cheating without fear repercussions. He doesn`t realize that what they do affects the relationship. Any trust that we were able to build with our significant other is gone once the cheating has been discovered. If you don`t love us anymore then it is time to leave us not cheat. 

2. Say "My ex always/never/used/ to..."

If your ex still on your mind so much that you need to constantly bring her up, then why are you dating us? Relationship are difficult enough without the ghost of your ex floating around. Either get back with her or shut up.

3. Praise other girls like "Baby, she`s hot, she`s pretty, she`s cute and blaa blaa"

Seems kinda obvious, but this mistakes has been made before. Just because we say the chick are hot doesn`t mean you should tell us that girls is mad sexy, hot and pretty awesome. We like to think that at least in your eyes, we are the preetiest woman on the earth. Pointing out that someone else is attractive will not earn you any brownie points. We don`t want to know if you think anyone else is preety. Just ZIP it!

4. Say "She`s just a friend"

Yeah right. If she`s attractive and single we see her as a threat. If she really is just a friend let us know the reason why. Is it bcause she`s not your type, she has a boyf, she has an annoyinh personality? We like to be reassured tht you`re not secretly into your "Friend"

5. Give us lack of emotional support

Everyone wants to be loved and everyone has feelings. Not everyone can show their feelings. When we are with you, we want you to love us unconditionally, honor us and pay attention to our need. Is tht hard for you? :'(

6. Trying to make a fight

Fighting lets out everything we have been holding in, the feelings tht have been making us unhappy. Sometimes, we cannot forget or forgive these things. How to avoid? Try to calm down before we talk to em and stay calm when we do talk to them. Yeahh! Be mature Fyqa :)

7. Being bored in a relationship

Some relationship fall into routine leaving some to feel it has grown stale and rather "boring". We need to remember tht a relationship is a blessing. It would be a shame to let the relationship die bcause both people could not keep the spirit alive, keep the relationship fresh and alive by doing something special you think we would enjoy.

8. Compare us with other girls

We are not other girls! We just being ourself, don`t ever compare us! Enough said.

9. Share our love story with your close female friends

No need to ask your close "female friends" for relationship advice or when you`re confused or anything. If we are arguing, it probably isn`t a good idea.

10. Ask a woman, "Wht can`t you be more like blaa and like blaa and like blaa"

Just love the way we are. No need to complain anything about our dress up, face and so on. No one perfect!

Fyqa XOXO

16/7/2011 ; 1:35 PM

My wishes.

I wish that we could see if we could be something.
I wish I was your favorite girl.
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile.
I wish the way that I dressed was your favorite kind of style.
I wish you`d hold my hand when I was upset.
I wish you`d never forget the look on my face then we first met.
I wish that you needed me.
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.
I wish that without me your heart would break.
I wish that without me you`d be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn`t eat.
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
Basically, I wish that you loved me.

Fyqa XOXO

15/7/2011 ; 4:12 PM

Before I sleep ..

I DO A LOT OF THINKING BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP 

I play scenes in my head .
I practice the things I want to say .
I have endless "what IFS"
I make plans for the next day
I think of all the people I miss
I think of all the ones I hate
I ask myself a lot of questions 

Fyqa XOXO

13/7/2011 ; 9:42 PM

11 painful things :

1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.
2. Reminiscing the good times.
3. Trying to hide what you really feel.
4. Loving someone who loves another.
5. Having a commitment with someone you know would not last.
6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.
7. Loving a person to much.
8. Right the love at the wrong time.
9. Taking risk to fall in love again.
10. Accepting that it was never meant to be.
11. "What ifs".

Fyqa XOXO

13/7/2011 ; 9:28 PM

Guys dont know ...

Guys don't know everything girls do for you. Guys don't know girls find everything related to you. Lyrics, quotes, movies - everything. Guys don't know that girls could stay up late in the night just to wait for you get online and talk for a while. Guys don't know how girls feel when u say you've got to go, and the "Goodbye part" begins. Guys have no idea of how many fights girls could have had with our parents or friends just to go out or talk to you. Guys don't know that girls walk a little faster or take different ways at guys, dont know that girls can talk about you with anyone and not get bored. Guys don't know how girls can find lovely and cute EVERY SINGLE DETAIL OF YOU. Guys won't ever know how girls try to hide our feelings with you. Guys have no idea of how much girls would give up or leave behind for you. Guys won't ever pain , just to be okay with you. Guys won't ever understand why girls are so complicated, well it's because of guys. Guys have no idea of how much girls love you. Girls feel identified with all this , and it's all because of guys.

Fyqa XOXO

13/7/2011 ; 12:55 AM

Mama :')

Dear Mom , 

I don`t tell you this often enough.

But I really love you.

You`re such an important person in my life.

And I really appriciate all that you do for me.

Thanks for all the sacrifices you`ve made.

Place know that they don`t go unnoticed.

Believe  me mom .

I could never ask for any other mother than you.

You`re definitely the best I will ever have .

And I really LOVE you soo muchh.

Even though  I`m not so great in expressing it.

"M" - is for the million things she gave me.

"O" - means only that she`s growing old.

"T" - is fot the tears she shed to save me.

"H" - is her heart of purest gold.

"E" - is for her eyes, with love-light shining.

"R" - means right , and right she`ll always be.

               MOTHER

Fyqa XOXO
5/7/2011 ; 12:04 PM

What my heart want to say .

You`re amazing , soo amazing . Have I told you enough , you`re my angel . God knows I`ve been blessed with love. But if I gone tomorrow , would you know how deep my loves goes. Have I ever told you , you`re the one .   A love so tender , I surrender. To this feeling so true. My affirmation , my inspiration , dear I`ve been blessed with you. You make me like flying , I`m sailing on your ocean. That everytime you look at me , you see it in my eyes. If the words don`t come my way , hope you still know hope it still shows hope it still love . If the words don`t come my way , hope you still know what my heart want to say.

Fyqa XOXO

3/7/2011 ; 8:23 PM

When I push you away it doesn`t mean I want you to stop trying.

I want you to keep trying. Keep talking to me. I just want to see how much effort you give to just talk to me. No matter how much I push you away. I want you to push back twice as hard. Just because I`m being mean, doesn`t mean I don`t want to talk to you. I jusst want to see how much you can endure and effort you put, and its hard for me too because all just I want to do is just talk to you, I`m just mad because sometimes I feel you don`t feel the same way.

Fyqa XOXO

1/7/2011 ; 2:22 PM

GIRLS LANGUAGE

- If I didn`t call you. It`s because I`m waiting for you to call me.
- When I`m sad and I walked away from you. Follow me.
- When I push or hit you. Grab me and don`t let me go.
- When I`m quite. Ask me what`s wrong.
- When I ignore you. Give me your attention.
-When you see me starting to cry. Hold me and tell me everything`s gonna be alright.
& When I`m about to give up. Say you wont let me go.

Fyqa XOXO

1/7/2011 ; 7:11 AM

My everything :')

Hi , this my family :) Without them I'm nothing . Dorang laa selalu ada dgn I , even ssh senang .

This my lovely mom :) Nama dia Nasriza , cantik kan nama dia , mcm tuan dia jgk , tgk laa jugak anak diaa , ececeehh hihi . She's my everything laaa , tkde diaa ya Allah tktau laa mcm mana hidup I . Hm btw my mom nii sporting gilaa , all my problem semua dia tau , baik boyf ape semua dia tauu . Masalah I dgn boyf pun dia tauu , dia dgn I da mcm kawan . Kiteorang pegi mana mana , semue cakap kiteorang adik beradik , tk mcm mak ngn anak , hihi . Yelaa my mom nii kecik jee orang nyee . Tuh yang tk mcm da ada anak 4 . Hihi .

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Btw nii pulak sibling saya , dorang ni everything to me . Tkde dorang ya Allah tktau laa nk ckp mcm mane , sometimes dorang tkde kt rumah pun dah rasa sunyii , or ada camp or whtsoever da rasa rinduuu , even gaduh everyday , tapi sbnarnyee sayang hihi :)

Ni adik saya numb dua , nama dia Muhammad Nursirhan , dia form 4 :) Hm dia nii pendiam orang nyeee , tk byk cakap sangat , sometimes I dgn dia pun mcm segan hihi . Even dia diam , mcm ignore ap yang I cakap , tapi dlam otak dia berfikir , and dalam diam jgk dia perhati+jaga I , mama and adik adik yang lain , dia seorang sensitif sgt , bila dia nanges ya Allah , sayu jee hati , I mesti nak nanges jgk klau tgk dia nanges , hee . Time kecik2 dia laa mangsa I , main masak2 , make up ape semua , hihi . Tp kecik2 dulu laa , now da besar tkde daa laa kn , hihi .

Btw ni pulak adik saya yang numb 3 , nama dia Muhammad Nursyafiq , dia nii baru form 2 . Dia nii bergaya kemaen lagii , tak padan ngn kecik , kawan ngn bdk bdk form 4 , form 5 . Hmm nii nama jee lelaki , tp mcm perempuan ya Allah , jaga rambut , ape smue , ishk ishk tk padan ngn form 2 . Hihi . Btw I dgn adik I nii sllu gaduh , and I plak suka sgt cari pasal dgn dia , hihi , suka tgk dia marah . HAHA . Dia nii pandai masak , lukiss . Dia mmg pndai mereka , mcm2 dia masak , hihi . Kdg2 dia laa sllu tlg masakkan utk I bila tgh2 mlm lapar , and dia laa gang I tido lambat .

Btw ni pulak adik bongsu saya , nama dia Nurathirah . Dia baru standard 6.  Hihihi bam bam diaa nii :) Suka sgt sakat diaaa . Tapi dia sllu tlg I , mcm dia tlg. Kadang2 pasal boyf punn dia tolong , haha . Dia nii even standard 6 , tapi dia matured sgt . Sometimes dia laa bg advice dkt I :) I dgn budak bam nii sorang sehari tk gaduh mmg tk sah laa , ade jee bnd nk bertengkar , bila I da balik shh alam baru laa masing2 rasa rinduu . Hihi . Dia nii kalau tkde kt rumah ya Allah mmg sunyi , sbb dia laa tukang riuh dlm rumah nii. Dia nii mmg kipoci , ape2 yang orang sembang msty dia alert jee , even dia mcm tk dgr jee . Haih budak nii . sabar jelaa tk padan dgn kecik .

Me with my mom 

I LOVE YOU MOM :*

I LOVE YOU SIBLINGS <3 :*

Fyqa XOXO

28/6/2011 ; 10:31 PM

Faham Erti Disebalik Kesetiaan .

Hi :) Btw korang mestii nak tau kan , ape erti sbnarnye kesetiaan nii . Ramai yang tk faham faham lagii what's the meaningg SETIA and SEBUAH PERHUBUNGAN. Ececehh mcm Dr. Cinta pulak hihi . Btw betul ape , sbb ramai yang cakap "Buat ape aku nak setia , sedangkan belum tentu gf/bf kita tuh jadi future husband/wife kita. Kn kn ? Soo I nk bgtau laa ek ape erti diaa , Hmm .


Kecurangan sering berlaku dimasa kini, sehingga ramai antara insan di muka bumi ini dilanda kekecewaan dan ada yang menyedihkan sehingga sanggup membunuh diri apabila ditinggalkan kekasih.

Kesetiaan dalam perhubungan adalah sangat penting, ini adalah kerana kita telah mengambil amanat dan tanggungjwab daripada pasangan kita itu untuk menjadikan dirinya hanya satu dihati kita sewaktu kita mengambilnya sebagai kekasih.

Alangkah sedihnya apabila tanggugjawab atau amanat yang seharusnya kita jaga itu, tidak kita tunaikannya? Tidakkah ia sama dengan penipuan? Jangan taburkan janji jika kita tidak mampu untuk tepati dan jangan mengata cinta kalau kita tidak mampu untuk memberikannya sepenuh hati…

Ingatlah bahawa, hidup kita seperti roda, tidak semestinya kita sentiasa berada di atas. Jika kita permainkan hati insan lain, suatu masa kita juga akan dipermainkan…
Dan pada waktu itu, penyesalan tiada gunanya… Setiap apa yg kita lakukan pasti ada balasanya, hanya masa yang dapat menentukan…

Fyqa XOXO

27/6/2011 ; 8:45 AM

A Sad Story ..

A girlfriend gave a challenge to her boyfriend to live a day without her. No communication at all and said if he passed it, she`ll love him forever. The boyfriend agreed. He never texted or call his girlfriend for the whole day without knowing, his girlfriend has only 24hours left because she was dying because of cancer. After a day, he excitedly went to his girlfriend, "I did it baby" but tears fell as he saw his girlfriend lying in a coffin with a note "you did it baby.. now please do it everyday..I love you"

Fyqa XOXO

25/6/2011 ; 2:25 PM

11 words I never want to hear :-

1. I don`t love you .

2. I found someone else .

3. It was never real .

4. I don`t like you .

5. We need to talk .

6. You can`t have kids .

7. I don`t remember you .

8. Let`s just be friend .

9. I hate you .

10. We can`t be together .

11. I never loved you .

Fyqa XOXO

24/6/2011 ; 6:47 PM